2 months ago on 30 May 2014 @ 3:48am
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# love

And then he said “I want you here. I always wanted you here.”

2 months ago on 27 May 2014 @ 10:54am + 2 notes
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# love

i was in love.

i was not loved.

i am not in love.

i can’t love.

i am not capable of love.

i thought i loved.

i thought i was loved.

i lost.

i love again.

i am out of love.

2 months ago on 27 May 2014 @ 9:09am
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blog number 1 : so i guess this is a start : 08:08PM: 27/05/14

i am starting this blog because i want to write something, obviously.

i am now studying at the faculty of arts. it is been two years since i started my college. i don’t really know if this is even me.

the thing is i thought i wanted to be a writer or a translator or anything related to languages for that matter. but i suck at grammar, obviously, again.

i have a few knowledge about spanish. at first when i applied for this i thought i could make a career out of it. but apparently, i guess i was wrong.

i’m done with my spanish four already, but all i know is only the basic hola and hasta luego and stuff like that.

no questions. i suck. big time.

there was no point in writing this blog actually. i just thought i want to express my feelings. that’s all.

i am now watching mtv awkward and the girl in the show, jenna, she just reminded me so much of myself. not that i’m a whore or anything. but i guess i’m the same kind of loser who doesn’t really fit it, just like her.

and that she loves to write. i thought i love writing, too.

but well

oh and i’m turning twenty next week.

and i have no plan for myself.

i mean a plan for my life ahead.

i really don’t know what to do.

i will be graduating in two years from now.

and i really have no clue what to do with my life.

a job ? i don’t even plan one

i don’t like doing anything

basically because i suck at everything, that is.

so i gues that is it for this post today.

i hope i come back to write more

i hope i don’t fail at writing this time

because who knows ? i’m a failure at everything actually.

bye