And then he said “I want you here. I always wanted you here.”
i was in love.
i was not loved.
i am not in love.
i can’t love.
i am not capable of love.
i thought i loved.
i thought i was loved.
i love again.
i am out of love.
i am starting this blog because i want to write something, obviously.
i am now studying at the faculty of arts. it is been two years since i started my college. i don’t really know if this is even me.
the thing is i thought i wanted to be a writer or a translator or anything related to languages for that matter. but i suck at grammar, obviously, again.
i have a few knowledge about spanish. at first when i applied for this i thought i could make a career out of it. but apparently, i guess i was wrong.
i’m done with my spanish four already, but all i know is only the basic hola and hasta luego and stuff like that.
no questions. i suck. big time.
there was no point in writing this blog actually. i just thought i want to express my feelings. that’s all.
i am now watching mtv awkward and the girl in the show, jenna, she just reminded me so much of myself. not that i’m a whore or anything. but i guess i’m the same kind of loser who doesn’t really fit it, just like her.
and that she loves to write. i thought i love writing, too.
oh and i’m turning twenty next week.
and i have no plan for myself.
i mean a plan for my life ahead.
i really don’t know what to do.
i will be graduating in two years from now.
and i really have no clue what to do with my life.
a job ? i don’t even plan one
i don’t like doing anything
basically because i suck at everything, that is.
so i gues that is it for this post today.
i hope i come back to write more
i hope i don’t fail at writing this time
because who knows ? i’m a failure at everything actually.